(Alright, I think I'm.. done? designing this! maybe? Well, finished enough I feel alright writing in it. After looking at it for a while I don't really like it... maybe I'll add a box around the text, and switch the frames and text around? But aaaaargh positioning everything again would be such a pain! I probably should actually learn how to code so everything doesn't take so long, but brute forcing my way does eventually work so... Blehhh!)
Chameleon is my biggest blorbo ever! My disgusting guy! My brain worm! Everyday I strive to be more weird and insane about him! So, a place to ramble on and on about the menial thoughts I have about him was really appealing to me... I'd like to make a shrine too, eventually.
To be truthful though, I actually haven't been thinking about him too much as of lately. Well I have, but not in the meaningful sense, if you understand; I feel guilty when not engaging in Spider-Man related content, and I feel guilty engaging in Spider-Man related content. Either way I feel I could be doing something 'better', and either way I'll probably just end up stuck on social media anyways! That's why I was really inspired to do this, I suppose... It's an outlet to my obsession, but since I have to code and write too, it still seems productive to my brain!
Yesterday, I began reading The Brothers Karamazov. For my birthday I got a boxset of Fyodor Dostoevky's works, and I've been wanting to read this for a while. (I did try reading it online a couple times before, but it was a bit tough for me to get into.) So far, I've found it interesting and enjoyable! I'd hope so, since from the length of it it'll be taking quite a while to complete... Anyways, the reason I'm mentioning it here and why I've been wanting to read it so bad is because it's where Dmitri's name originates from! His name comes from two other characters names: Dmitri Karamazov and Pavel Smerdyakov. I know Pavel is a servant, like Chameleon was, though I'm not sure if there's any other similarities.
Other family member's names bear reference too: his nephew's name is Alyosha Kravinov, like Alexei/Alyosha Karamazov! I also like to change his mother's name from Sonya to Sofya so it's also a reference (Sofya Ivanovna, mother of Dmitri Karamazov) ehehe.
Extra thoughts before I head off... his playlist is starting to get stale. Need to touch it up and add more songs. I'll have to start listening to more new music and different genres.
Do I use too many ellipses? My thoughts just sorta... trail off, or pause a lot, so it comes out like that when my writing is about my thoughts. Hopefully I'll get better at writing the longer I do this. Anyways, that's all for today, folks!
