24/6/25: Knight of Cups. they're back......... anyways i have some candy necklaces & watches i'm so happy
23/6/25: Six of Pentacles
22/6/25 02:21: i hope someone records all the routes for jean loo pissoir soon </3 (that name must be crazy out of context. he's from Date Everything. he's the toilet. actually maybe it's more crazy in context.)
21/6/25 08:18: a spider just nonchalantly crawled out from under my quilt ??? also no tarot card since i forgot my cards at my mum's :(
20/6/25: King of Cups. no more court cards please......
19/6/25: Page of Pentacles. should get my braces off next time i go WOOOOO last day of school tomorrow WOOOOOOOO
18/6/25: Queen of Wands
17/6/25 18:51: Nine of Pentacles. woah, i'm pretty sure it's been a week of sleeping well.. i really thought i would fail via revenge bedtime procrasination on sunday, like usual, but no!!! even if i sometimes falter i'm hopeful i can keep this up into being a regular habit :D (CRAZY hack: turns out taking your medication prescribed for helping with sleep helps with sleeping !!?!)
16/6/25: Ace of Pentacles. a seed of centeredness, prosperity, security. how exciting for the start of the last week at school!! good things are ahead :)
15/6/25: Six of Wands
14/6/25: King of Cups
13/6/25 14:19: my life is peace and happiness when i don't have school
12/6/25 15:56: trying to work on the embarrassment i get from my 'im being watched and they can hear my thoughts' thing
11/6/25: reminders:
10/6/25 16:04: I GOT GLASSES I CAN PLAY BIDEO GAMES AGAIN YIPPEEEEE
9/6/25 13:56: ONLY ONE EXAM LEFT!! free me.........
8/6/25 20:20: ohh tragedy save me. save me relationships that could never work out despite how much the character(s) try and try. characters digging their own graves save me.
7/6/25 14:50: SOAKED from rain but it was worth it for the Barbie, High School Musical 2 and Weezer cds i got...
6/6/25 18:00: this english paper was easier than the first one. thank god this is the last one for me though!!
5/6/25 15:32: today i did things i was bad at in front of people i was scared of and it was okay.
4/6/25 20:10: blehh was too tired to do anything. i was scared during the maths exam because the teacher kept looking at my paper which made me keep freezing X_X at break my friends and i found some lps to play with which was fun!!!
3/6/25 00:47: whoever decided to add the 'sent from outlook for ios' thing watch your back.
2/6/25 16:35: i heart hoarding worthless things
1/6/25 03:45: first of the month !!!! it's almost half way through 2025 that's crazy... only two weeks with exams left, i think.
31/5/25 19:05: i was SO tired earlier but now i'm actually doing stuff i feel fine lol. currently: adding more links, making the new page design accessible on mobile, and polishing my tssm notes for a diary entry.
30/5/25 22:46: yum yum yummy cake
29/5/25 19:13: going to finally get a new pair of glasses. excited to play video games again :3
28/5/25 01:34: hmm i think i'll make it a goal to see every bird species in England
27/5/25 19:24: HOLY MOLY i just realised my first blorbo blog entry was A YEAR AGO ?????? huh. who. what.
27/5/25 14:51: i like birds (messengers with wings) and angels (messengers with wings)
26/5/25 15:37: commented on someone's guestbox and all my emojis went wrong EMBARRASED </3
26/5/25 13:30: details and summary LOVE to see me coming
24/5/25 17:53: eurgh i often get headaches after events
24/5/25 15:20: at my niece's birthday party on my seeing the life i've always wanted grind
23/5/25 18:56: i managed to write like 6 paragraphs
22/5/25 20:55: finished my first set of moshlings in Moshi Online ^_^ the fluffies bg is sooo cute!
22/5/25 19:56: my ass is NOT gonna be able to write anything for the English GCSE.
21/5/25 11:15: rip dmitri you would've loved making OCs.
19/5/25 17:33: did a scrapbook entry for the first time in a while teehee.
18/5/25 19:04 I.G.G.Y CAME HOME !!1!!!1! YIPPEEEEE
18/5/25 15:19: I.G.G.Y PLEASE COME HOME... PURPLE CRAZY DAISY THIS TIME PLEASEEEE...
16/5/25 18:55 today was good! i laughed and talked a lot. although that means i'm exhausted, so thank goodness it's friday,,
16/5/25 01:21: ok finally decided on a tagging system for chameleon things.. now just need to go through all my reblogs and re-tag them x_x
15/5/25 18:11: there were many questions about circles.. i don't know circles... later at school, my friend tried to heat up this beaded snake plush which COMBUSTED. its grave is the staff room's bin.
13/5/25 17:40: first gcse exam (yesterday was functional skills)! it was alright.. there were a couple i didn't know the answer to but I just bullshitted them and might still get a mark or two. also there were like way too many math questions like umm I thought this was biology >:,(
11/5/25 21:50: exams every day except wednesday this week.. scary >_>
10/5/25 21:07: my phone needs charging, my laptop needs charging, my media player needs charging, I NEED CHARGING! are there any other things that need charging i should know about???
9/5/25 17:10: the clock fixed itself! hopefully my laptop will follow suit.
9/5/25 17:05: ok so my laptop is kinda broken... it randomly turns off, and randomly won't turn on. also the clock is 07/05/2025 21:03 rn. i can fix that probably i just thought that was interesting. if it does actually break, i have all the important stuff (not that much) saved to an sd card, so i won't lose too much. and i can use my sister's laptop until christmas.
8/5/25: love when a shampoo bottle is nearly empty so while you're trying to squeeze some out it's panting like it's giving birth and you're gathering all the bodily fluids coming out in your hand.
7/5/25 18:41: fixed my bedframe! i just put stuff under it to hold it up and it seems to be fine.
6/5/25 21:34: ughh broke my bed frame again -w-;
1/5/25 00:16: just spent 2 hours freaking out on whether or not to spend like £4 extra on stickers. thankfully my EPIC friend helped me (the answer was yes).
30/4/25 22:37: tip for saving money: have anxiety !!
30/4/25 21:22: i have £6.66 worth in 20p coins
30/4/25 14:07: why is there literally enough hair in this carpet to make a wig (<- hoovering)
18/2/25 18:54: everytime i think about telling someone my thoughts i expect to be laughed at yet everytime i do they treat me kindly and lovingly. waoh. i will learn nothing from this.
i forgor: erghh keep getting anxiety and wanting to close off most of my site... i'm not sure if that's a good idea or if it just feels like it is because im scared. as usual.
04/2/25 23:20: i was being dramatic and everything was in my head i love my friends ❤︎
09/1/25 19:16: omg css makes me want to BASH MY FACE AGAINST THE SCREEN gang!! like why is my vertical scrollbar not showinggg when i only have 'overflow-x: hiddennnnnnn' hahaaaaa.
06/1/25 18:52: tried auguste and whiteface clown make-up :D very tired because i stayed up all night zz
05/1/25 22:57: took a bath, sprayed deodorant and brushed my teeth! i'm no longer stinky!!
04/1/25 15:15: ok i'm feeling more ready to face life again after vomiting everything up here! i can't help needing to take a bit more time than everyone else... i wish i didn't have to keep relearning the same lessons every time though.
04/1/25 06:51: cat.. trying to walk on keyboard... agh!!1!
04/1/25 04:07: cat.. blocking screen... agh!!1!
02/1/25 22:10: it'd be better if i felt horrible all the time, but i don't. i feel empty. i've started to think i'm not human; or at least that i was born lacking something innate to every other human being. but that's just ultimately me trying to take the blame off myself like the horrible person i am. [censored]
24/12/24 19:04: ho ho hoe
19/12/24 16:36: burst out crying while paying for 2 packs of gum and blu-tack at the co-op... a nice lady paid for a pack of gum for me though.
09/12/24 11:56: do i have the time? oh, yeah, let me just check my AWESOME SPIDER-MAN WATCH.
07/12/24 18:20: straight up walking it. and by it. haha well lets just say. underground
07/12/24 13:19: why is peppa pig actually lowkey funny. 4 year old me knew what was up.
06/12/2024 22:22: microblog is here!! currently having a sleepover at a friends :-]