Got a question that went unjustly answered? Feel free to ask it in my Guestbook, Neocities profile, or by sending me an e-mail at spookyfive@outlook.com!
Q: What should we call you?
A: Ana! Ana Ng to be formal ;3
A: It's a reference to one of my favourite They Might Be Giants songs. The title for this page (Mr. Me) is also a reference.
Q: How old are you?
A: I'm 16, born on February 4th.
Q: Likes and dislikes?
A: My family (mostly). My friends. Spider-Man. Cats. Music. Dressing up. Baking. Charity shops. Moments where I can talk freely. Porcelain things, but especially angels. Christian imagery. Silly socks. Animated movies. Cartoons. Platinuming games. Spring & Autumn. Weekends. 2. Strawberry & blue raspberry flavoured sweets. This specific brand of chocolate chip cookies. Spicy tomato flavoured snaps.
A: Loud noises, ESPECIALLY unexpected ones that make me jump. Small text in a small space on websites (<- bad eyesight). Teachers. Anxiety. Doing things in front of people/people looking at what I'm doing. People touching my things. Paying for things at the till. Having to throw things away. Gwen always being Ghost-Spider/Spider-Woman in adaptations now. (YFNSM I TRUSTED YOU...)
Q: What are some characters you relate to?
A: Primarily, Gwen Stacy in Sony's Spider-Verse!! How she talks and reacts to things is just very me. After we watched Across the Spider-Verse in cinema, my mum even told me she thought Gwen was a lot like me! Also: comic Harry Osborn, Superior Spider-Man (silly), and Kanade from Angel Beats.
Q: Fun facts?
A: There are 11 moles on my face. I get hives on my body from being in water too long; my sister gets hives solely on her face. I used to have a HUGE overbite.
Q: How would you describe yourself?
A: A paradox. Desperate for and repulsed by attention. Unbothered. Bothered.
A: Something you see in the distance. Something out of place and time, randomly displaced here to pretend like it belongs. Sometimes something evil. Sometimes something pretty. Never something in focus. I don't think or feel as deeply as everyone else seems to. I just simulate doing so.
A: I try to be thoughtful and empathetic. I'm not very good at thinking of responses, but I like listening to people. A loser in the cool way, hopefully. Lazy. Ironic. Ditsy. Dorky.
Q: How do other people describe you?
A: Weird, fruity, 'dresses kind of kooky', 'talks like she's singing'
A: 'first off youre super easy to talk to and i dont feel judged around you !! secondly i find it really easy to relate to you which i love ! third your humor is great and always makes me smile whenever you message me >w< fourth , yes you buy me gifts BUT you dont just BUY me gifts you hand make them too and i LOVE handmade gifts !!! ( also ur handwriting is super pretty ) fifth youre extremely pretty and have such unique music taste , fashion sense , interests , ect ^w^ sixth we also have some similar interests , but also some that might differ from one another which i like because its always intriguing to hear about all of your EPIC interests >wo seventh youre kind to animals and all my pets love eating your hair 😇 eighth youre so fun to hang out with even if we arent doing anything at all !! i love baking and going shopping with you !! in summary : youre the best and i couldnt ask for a more awesome friend 😎'
-My lovely friend after being asked to describe me for this section!!!
A: 'I think you are an intelligent, interesting and sincere person Ana!'
-Form tutor comment on my 2024 school report.
A: 'Ana is a very quiet member of the class. She participates in some aspects of the class but is easily influenced by others.'
-Food Tech teacher in school report. I included this because one: it felt weird to have only positive descriptions of me, and two: I'm STILL seething about it. I suppose that shows I really am easily influenced by others? Or, what they think of me, at least. This whole section is about that...
A: 'YOU ARE COOL AS FUCK' & 'really cool small personal website :)'
-strawberry-transneu
Q: Why 'spookysix'?
A: The Sinister Six are a team of Spider-Man villains that first featured in Amazing Spider-Man's first annual, with the line-up of: Doctor Octopus, Kraven, Electro, Sandman, Vulture, and Mysterio. Since then, this team has been re-assembled many times with many different members.
A: One of the first Spider-Man comic series I read was about a Sinister Six with Beetle, Boomerang, Overdrive, Shocker, and Speed Demon. (yes they only had five members.) I love Spider-Man villains, so of course I love the Sinister Six, and I think the idea of some assholes becoming friends over Wanting To Fucking Kill You is very funny.
A: As for the spooky part... um, I have no clue? 'sinistersix' isn't taken even now, so I have no idea why I didn't choose that. Whimsy?
Q: When was this site made?
A: For a simple answer: March 13th, 2023.
Q: Why the minamilism?
A: WELL, imaginary interviewer, aren't I glad you asked!
A: When I first started out, I was so concernced with how to make everything look and what style would most perfectly show people exactly who I am from one single glance, that I barely even got any designs done in the first place — never mind content to actually fill those pages. Creating page designs can be fun for me now, but the way I set out doing it at the start made it an arduous and tedious task.
A: Eventually I realised I simply wasn't getting any enjoyment or fulfillment from the way I was currently doing things, and spookysix as you know it today was born!
Q: Why does your neocities profile have so many updates?
A: Deciding not to use Notepad++ until much, much later in my site making career meant that I had to use the Neocities in-site editor. That also meant 50 updates while trying to find the perfect px count for my boxes to align!
Q: What's with the quote on the index?
A: It's said by Dmitri in Amazing Spider-Man #389, and I'd say (even though it's probably not true) that it was the start of my obsession with him. It was the first time I ever truly resonated with a character's despair. Other characters are too passionate, too active, too something. How can I relate to characters so alive when I have never lived?
A: Importantly though, Dmitri is something. He's someone. Someone who likes Lon Chaney, someone who makes jokes that land a bit flat. Someone sardonic yet polite, smug with a low self-esteem. Someone who can care deeply for people, even though it very often hurts him.
A: Just as I hope one day a writer will give him a break, I hope whatever's writing my story will do so to me. One day I'll actualise. One day I'll come out from under my covers. One day I'll know I'm as something as the next person— and I deserve to be.
Q: What's with the 'poem' on the index? [no longer relevant]
A: I needed a title, and I looked up to see a spider on my ceiling. I needed text long enough to keep the site map and to-do sections on seperate sides, so I thought of a random rhyme based on that.